Musings...

So I've been away from the books for 29 days now, and I'm starting to get bored...

I kind of feel that I havent achieved as much as I could have during this time...

Sure, I've been jetting away to a couple of continents, meeting up with different people, and all, but I'm afraid that watching my friends go to school (having nothing in the meantime) has made me feel as though I should be doing something...

Going into the bookstore today, looking at all those books, those things that I used to know, the knowledge that I once thirst for... and knowing that I do not know when I will be able to fulfil the dream kind of makes me sad.

Meeting with people whom I wish I could one day be like, but yet again, may not be able to, also kind of makes me sad...

Maybe it's just the emotions that I am feeling because of leaving this place called Dublin, but also maybe it's because of the things I have seen here, the experiences I have gained, the people who have broadened my perspectives, makes me feel nostalgic...

I wish we could have all those discussions all over again...

Yes, Penang will always be home, but maybe Penang isn't the place I will be for long...